Why am I stressed?
1. School started and I am taking 15 units.
2 night classes, and two online. Taking the last english class that i need to take and the Professor said that it was going to be front heavy so joy... i just hope it dies down in October.
2. Work starts on Monday.
On this note, I work at a christian school were i am something like that black sheep of the crowd. Tattoos and piercings are kind of a dead ringer for different. I get asked about them all the time like its a condition. It's not a diease people really.
At work i will have to cover them up, which i am fine with, the kids that know me will ask questions though.
The reasons that i keep these additions to my body is because it makes me feel like i am witnessing. When people outisde of the church ask me about them and i tell them about them and that i am a active member in my church they are like, Wow. It's like i am letting people know that it is okay if you have tattoos and piercings, God still loves you. I can't quite put it into words yet but i am getting there.
3. I am not going to have a social life at all when works starts.
I work from 8:30 to 2pm and then go to night classes. Whee. Suck it up Sarah, suck it up.
4. I have to get alot of things prepared for the bake sale that we are doing to help raise money for the Susan G. Komen run.
Jewelry, jam and baked goods, check. Head screwed on? Not so check.
Side note: As i type this i feel much better and then much worse for complaining. But it's a blog, my blog, and that is what i am using it for at this moment. Muahaha.
I have so many things swimming around in my head and so many things just sitting there at the top of water slide titter-tottering on the edge ready to slam me in the face. Like a big bully laughing at you because he knows what he is about to do and you don't have the slightest clue, like a-duh.
I need to pray more. I try to give it all to God but i am so use to working things out on my own and just carrying it all that i forget that there is someone there to help me. "No God i am greedy with my stress and woes. You can't have any, neeneer." Really weird huh?
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
5 comments:
Don't worry, once you get the hang of your new schedule you will be able to fit in a social life. :)
Hi sweety,
It has been almost a month since your last post. How are you doing with the stress?
Love,
Brian
Yay! I got the feed to work so I will be able to see your posts in google reader now!
Wow you have been off blogging as long as I have. I miss your posts. :)
Post a Comment