Just thinking that I need to get somethings organized.

So it is becoming painfully obvious that I can not keep track of my schedule in my head without:
1. Giving myself a total headache.
2. Zoning in and out trying to remember everything.
3. Having that funny feeling that you get when you know you are missing something but can't remember what it was at all.
4. Being very moody and irritable.
And the list can go on.
I need my planner from the College like ASAP, but they are not handing them out till Monday. Which brings me back to the waiting game, which drives me more insane, which makes me want a cigarette, which I am trying to quit. ... Sigh...
It's like organization is my fix now, but I refuse it for some reason.
Small steps Sarah, small baby steps.