Well here I am in the single life yet again. By my own stupid decision. I was scared to commit fully and hurt people. I guess in the end you really get what you asked for.
There is just so much I want to do with my life. I honestly don't even know where I want to go in life yet. And he did. It was scary. It is scary. I am 23 going on 24 here soon and I have nothing so show for it yet. I just feel so unaccomplished, so alone. But I only have myself to blame I suppose. I don't know what has been stopping me from just reaching out and grasping my dreams. But I suppose one has to figure out what your dreams and aspirations are.
Well here is to hoping that I can slap myself awake and get a move on. I am on a mission to find myself by myself.
Sarah
