Empty, no hope, losing faith...

Would anyone miss me?

Me

Well here I am in the single life yet again. By my own stupid decision. I was scared to commit fully and hurt people. I guess in the end you really get what you asked for.
There is just so much I want to do with my life. I honestly don't even know where I want to go in life yet. And he did. It was scary. It is scary. I am 23 going on 24 here soon and I have nothing so show for it yet. I just feel so unaccomplished, so alone. But I only have myself to blame I suppose. I don't know what has been stopping me from just reaching out and grasping my dreams. But I suppose one has to figure out what your dreams and aspirations are.
Well here is to hoping that I can slap myself awake and get a move on. I am on a mission to find myself by myself.


Sarah

Worth it.

Life just keeps on going. No matter what happens, who we loose or how much pain we are in. Time stops for no one. In this crazy on going cycle one can only hope that the Big Man Upstairs has a reason for it all. A reason to make it all worth it.