Stressed out and more babbling...

Why am I stressed?
1. School started and I am taking 15 units.
2 night classes, and two online. Taking the last english class that i need to take and the Professor said that it was going to be front heavy so joy... i just hope it dies down in October.
2. Work starts on Monday.
On this note, I work at a christian school were i am something like that black sheep of the crowd. Tattoos and piercings are kind of a dead ringer for different. I get asked about them all the time like its a condition. It's not a diease people really.
At work i will have to cover them up, which i am fine with, the kids that know me will ask questions though.
The reasons that i keep these additions to my body is because it makes me feel like i am witnessing. When people outisde of the church ask me about them and i tell them about them and that i am a active member in my church they are like, Wow. It's like i am letting people know that it is okay if you have tattoos and piercings, God still loves you. I can't quite put it into words yet but i am getting there.
3. I am not going to have a social life at all when works starts.
I work from 8:30 to 2pm and then go to night classes. Whee. Suck it up Sarah, suck it up.
4. I have to get alot of things prepared for the bake sale that we are doing to help raise money for the Susan G. Komen run.
Jewelry, jam and baked goods, check. Head screwed on? Not so check.

Side note: As i type this i feel much better and then much worse for complaining. But it's a blog, my blog, and that is what i am using it for at this moment. Muahaha.

I have so many things swimming around in my head and so many things just sitting there at the top of water slide titter-tottering on the edge ready to slam me in the face. Like a big bully laughing at you because he knows what he is about to do and you don't have the slightest clue, like a-duh.
I need to pray more. I try to give it all to God but i am so use to working things out on my own and just carrying it all that i forget that there is someone there to help me. "No God i am greedy with my stress and woes. You can't have any, neeneer." Really weird huh?

Just thinking that I need to get somethings organized.

So it is becoming painfully obvious that I can not keep track of my schedule in my head without:
1. Giving myself a total headache.
2. Zoning in and out trying to remember everything.
3. Having that funny feeling that you get when you know you are missing something but can't remember what it was at all.
4. Being very moody and irritable.
And the list can go on.
I need my planner from the College like ASAP, but they are not handing them out till Monday. Which brings me back to the waiting game, which drives me more insane, which makes me want a cigarette, which I am trying to quit. ... Sigh...
It's like organization is my fix now, but I refuse it for some reason.
Small steps Sarah, small baby steps.

It was a good day today. Though I am not looking forward to all the homework that I have to buckle down and do. Ugh.

Why when my life is coming together, do I feel like it is falling apart?

Wind in the air.

It amazes me that in Hemet the weather is normal and sunny, but then when i get to school it is like the winds of hell have been unleashed. How can the weather be all that different?
I have to dodge tumbleweeds, which I laugh about behind my scarf, and watch out for fly deathtraps. It's like a DnD game come to life.
Haha, so anyways, school is awesome. All of my professors are nice and funny. So i think this semester is going to be awesome.
I think i will post later because my hands are so cold it is hard to type.

Question

I have been reading alot of comments on Christian music videos and one thing kind of confuses me. I think Christian songs can be about things in life. Like a realtionship song and about how you are moving on to something better or something along those the lines. They don't always have to be about praising God and worshiping him. That would be called Praise or Worship music.

Am I wrong in this?